been such a while

been such a while. was originally poste on 17 november 2007

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just a week ago, i started singing again. yup, in me is a frustrated singer. i’ve enjoyed singing ever since i can remember most especially  (or only) when no one is around or at least when i think and feel like no one is around (teeheehee) and i didnt realize that its been such a long time since i last sang and felt good inside. the past months have been stormy and gloomy but now, things are brighter. perhaps because i’ve found my way back in to…love…? well, not exactly. i found my way back to a happy place. i’m not exactly there yet but at least now i can feel that i’m getting back on track. God is indeed good. He never fails to listen and to back me up. all along, its been me who hasn’t been listening. i was too busy being sad, and my eyes are too blurry from crying to see and feel His presence. i’ve been trying so hard to figure out the why’s and the how’s of things that i’m going through and He’s been so generous to let me realize and see a bigger picture. not only that i’m able to come full circle over the things that broke my heart and spirit but i was also blessed with the gift of being at peace with decisions that i made and will make in the coming days.